Wednesday night update

Overall Myla has been doing great! She was able to get up yesterday around 5 in the evening. Her first attempt, she yelled "ow" but like the doctor said if you let her on her terms she will most likely be more willing. About 30 minutes after the doctor left, sure enough she wanted me to hold her and for the first time in 48 hours-a rough 48 hours-I was able to hold my sweet baby!

I was so overjoyed to have this precious moment. You may wonder why Myla never has on a gown, well, the long and short is she hates them! Any time we could get one on her in PICU, when she would wake up, the first thing she would do is rip it off and anything else she could find. Many attempts at the heart monitors, pulse ox, and IV. That is why she has on the little white and yellow splint-to keep her other hand from pulling IV out.

She then went for a wagon ride to the playroom down the hall. Although there weren't a lot of smiles, I know she was glad to get out of her room. Especially since her siblings, Daddy, and Aunt Angie were with her!

Well, the fun went down hill from there and it really had nothing to do with her back or getting her up. She was very tired and I think she has had bouts of itching from her pain medication. She had one last night and ordered Benadryl-but it took forever to get up to the floor. She ate pretty good, but then had some bizzare blister on her tongue. An hour and a half later she calmed down and went into a good deep sleep. Thankfully the night time sleep was very good with only two interuptions and she went back to sleep withing 20 minutes of the nurses leaving.

Thank everyone one of you for praying. We have truly felt God's hand through all of this. Myla is surprising us every day as her recovery has been great. Her surgery was shorter than expected, her incision is shorter than expected, and we will probably go home on the earlier end of our estimation! The issues we have been dealing with haven't had much to do with her back!! The other issues have been unexpected but what 2 year old or even 40 year old likes needles in their hands and feet, or to feel like they are itching to death! She is such a trooper!

Myla Tuesday night update

This post will be short and sweet as I am ready to try to get some sleep. The big brothers and sisters were able to come Myla this afternoon. Although we had orders to be moved to a room, we were waiting for one to become available. They were all super sweet and curious about all her cords. It's a beautiful sight watching such HUGE compassion and tenderness towards their sister. They love her SOOOO much. Incidentally we were moved about 30 minutes after they visited. YAY!
Myla drinking her juice staring very intently at her brother, Nicholas. He is in love with her! And she loves her ge ge (big brother) in Chinese, and YES this is what she calls him.

Ethan-such the proud protective older brother. Asking if it's ok to touch her and give her a kiss. Of course I said. I was very thankful she allowed him to do this as she was not in the best spirits while they were there.

Big sister Zoe, I have been so blessed to see their relationship blossom. Understandably Myla felt in the beginning that she had to make sure she was the new princess in town and often wasn't always the kindest to Zoe. But what a difference time makes. They can play very nicely together as I have dreamed they would. Sisters forever! Zoe drew Myla a picture-she was so tender and calm with her. Talking so sweetly-describing all that was in her picture. It consisted of some reindeer, and a sleigh with gifts for everyone!

This is Ms. Lori one of our last amazing nurses in PICU. They really spoiled us there with phenomenal care-Myla was her only patient for the majority of the day! And it was a good thing too......

because this is how Myla looked for several hours last night! She had a reaction most likely to the adhesives used in surgery. We are still wondering why exactly, but she was so swollen, more than the usual fluids will do. She was very itchy and agitated. Benadryl and some anti itch meds helped the swelling go down and the redness in her face is now 90% better. Even with the poor coloring of the pic you can see the improvement over time-compared to pic above.

She is now resting well, she is being rotated every 3 hours-yay we gained an hour from PICU. We are praying we can roll her and her be able to go back to sleep. During the night and this a.m. she was needing pretty significant amounts of anxiety meds with pain meds. Thankfully she hasn't had any anxiety meds since about 10 a.m. They did however, increase her pain meds. We are hoping to go the night without anxiety meds. She has had some pretty good meltdowns where we have had to hold her hands and legs to keep her from hurting herself or pulling out IV. That is sooo hard to watch. She has such good lungs and has told me all about how mad she is but I know better than to take it personal. I'd be screaming too if I had a 6 inch incision going down my back, all kinds of wire and ichy IVs.

She has eaten some pureed baby food and had two cups of her rice milk and pooped YAY!! LOL

Praises

her contact dermatitis is improving

we are off PICU-which means closer to going home

she has eaten pretty good and had good calm awake time today

she hasn't had anxiety meds in about 12 hours

Requests

that she sleep well tonight

again no leaking CSF

that she will somehow gain some peace about these IVs

no constipation

that she won't need anxiety meds tonight

that she will have fewer episodes of being distraught

that her need for pain meds would start to dimish

that Shane and I will be able to soothe her when she is distraught

Thank you all for praying for our sweet Myla. Praying for a ton more praises to our Jehovah Rapha-the Lord our Healer!

A few quick pics

Myla right after surgery, doesn't she look great!



Myla playing matching game. Her eyes are still very swollen from fluids and laying on her face for so long.



Sweet daddy holding ipad for Myla to play games.



Myla after some anxiety meds. Resting calmly with Patch.

We love you sweet girl and are so proud to be your mommy and daddy. We are so sorry you are having to go through this but know that Jesus is with you. He loves you more than we can fathom!!! We pray He is whispering sweet dreams to you while you sleep and that He will take away all your pain and fear! By His stripes you were healed Precious One!

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Myla update 9:55 p.m.

Myla is resting well right now. She came to PICU around 5:45 and we were excited (and mommy a little tearful) to meet her in the hall. I was glad that Ethan, Nicholas, and Zoe were all here to see her briefly. She looked so good considering she had been laying face down for 7 hours. Our first 45 minutes in PICU were rough as she had 5 nurses around her getting her situated, hooking her up to machines, and :( looking at her incision. WOW, I'm not an expert but it looked great. With an extra dose of pain meds she was resting nicely for a little over an hour. She is on a continual feed of pain meds but can bump it up as needed.

She woke and was restless but was somewhat entertained by the infamous Ipad. She love the matching game and despite her medications she did quite well. After 3 other brief forms of entertainment, she became quite restless and was close to needing arm splints so she wouldn't pull on her IVs. She just couldn't understand why all those things were in her hands and foot. OWWWW she said, "hurt"!! But we made the call to give her some anxiety meds and she is now resting peacfully.

On to the doctor's report. I typed all this once but lost it-thank you blogpress! UGH, so I am sure I will miss something this time. But here it goes. Overall, YES the surgery was a success. Praise the Lord!! The doctor was able to do all he needed to do. Her neural monitoring was great meaning they feel good that no nerves were affected today. We will only know this 100% when we see it functionally, but are thanking God for the good news already that there is no new nerve damage. The not so good news is that there are 2 areas of nonfunctional nerves one mid back and one lower in tailbone area. The doctor feels that these areas are directly related to some of Myla's limitations. One being her mobility-difficulty with coordination when running, and leg weakness. Although he says these nerves will never be functional we are praying that God our healer will revive these nerves.

She has a very large opening in her spine where they drilled away the bone to get to the bone spur causing the split. He feels he got good closure of the dura, but emphasized the importance of watching for leakage of cerebral spinal fluid. So continue praying for that. She did receive blood not because she lost a lot but because she was dehydrated. They gave her IV fluids and in doing so watered down her blood to where her counts got too low.

With regards to her surgery in China, the doctor saw no indications at all that her surgery was more than superficial-on the surface. His words were, the area was "undisturbed". We don't know but it is possible that she had a cyst or lipoma that was removed. To me, that is great news as the more you mess with the spinal cord the more chances of damage! Her existing nerve damage just came with the package of her diagnosis he says. So the official name is diastomyetomelia! What a mouth full!

Praises

Surgery 7 hours not 8-10 like we thought it could be

He was able to do all his work without moving the spinal cord or having signs of neural damage

She tolerated procedure and has no side effects from anesthesia or medications, not even nausea

That the time passed fairly quickly and we had huge amounts of peace

That friends and family have been amazing and supportive

Requests

No cerebral spinal fluid leakage

Manage pain and she would be calm

That everyone would get good rest

That she wont fight laying flat- so hard not to pick her up when she was reaching for me!!

No infection

No fevers

That she will eat tomorrow or later tonight

No constipation from all the meds

That I would get 100% over this awfull cold I have had for two weeks-sorry all these prayers are so amazing I had to slide one in there for me!

That's it for tonight, I want to add pics before computer dies

Pre op photos

Sleepy Daddy loving on his girl.



Such a happy girl at 6:15 in the morning. Arms stayed in warm blankets in hopes of getting a good vein for IV and blood draw.




Myla being wheeled away for surgery. She was very content, looking back at her Daddy! That Versed does wonders for anxiety. The head nurse said she was content while they were getting her all set up and ready for sedation. She was even asking questions. My curious little one!

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Myla still in surgery

Myla has been in surgery for 6 hours now. They have completed the removal of the bone spur and released the split portion of her cord. They are now working on the non split portion to detether (release) it. They are starting a blood transfusion. We were hoping to get by without this, but thats not the case. Trusting God the blood is pure and that her body does great with it. This morning went well. We were actually a little late arriving because dad over slept! Ha no really it just took longer to get out the door. It was super cold and wet outside. Myla arrived styling her pink panda pjs! So snuggly and warm. Knowing they needed blood to cross and type they decided to try to get an IV needle in where they just stick her one time. They were forewarned that she is a hard stick. Well unfortunately after many tears, the poor baby, they didn't get a vein. We waited a while and the lab people came in and got a vein first try. Glad of that but hate Myla had to endure all the pain and discomfort of being held down. Other than that, she did great! She is such a trooper". Hope to update when she is out of surgery.

Myla is having surgery!

This time last year I was very concerned about when we would be traveling to bring Myla home.  We had received Referral Approval but were waiting on Travel Approval.  More than that we were waiting for our updated home study to be process with the USCIS to gain approval to adopt Myla.  With special needs children your home study must reflect what diagnosis you are "approved" for and willing to accept.  Well, as you now know ours said club foot and anemia.  The hysterical thing is it also said we were NOT open to SPINA BIFIDA!!  OY!  Ha-God's plan is so much bigger than ours.  I have no doubt He knew that it would take baby steps to get us where we are today, where we were a year ago, where we were June 2010 when we met Myla, etc.  I tell people often if He had revealed this path to us in 2007 when we started this process, when we had an almost 2 year old, 5 year old, and 7 year old, I would have shrunk in fear and honestly don't know if I would have said "yes" to His call.  Isn't that just truly amazing that He knows each of us so intimately that He orchestrates a perfect and beautiful plan to accomplish His will.  I LOVE reflecting on His sovereignty it is glorious!

On December 6th 2010, we received word through another family in China who were adopting a child from YaoYao's orphanage, that YaoYao was walking!!!!!!  I can't tell you how thrilled we were to hear that!  If you know us at all, my husband is the optimistic and I can be well...the glass half empty type.  So although I was thrilled to hear this, and the information coming from the director, made me feel a little more confident it was true. But, I decided to believe it when I see it.  I mean walking??? when she wasn't even moving her right leg when we were there less than 6 months ago?  Could it be?? Well, on January 10th, as I saw our 16 month old daughter for the first time is 6+ months.  A nanny was holding her.  I was over joyed but the tears-lots of them- came when they put her down and she started walking.  I know I must have looked like a fool being so emotional in front of the director and all the nannies.  Glory be to Jesus, our little miracle baby is walking!!

On December 2, 2009 when Myla was just 3 months old, she had her first surgery to repair some form of spina bifida.  We still are not sure exactly what it was-and will never know-but her report said meningocele which on a scale is moderate in severity.  Myla does have some nerve impairments due to either her original diagnosis or her current one.  After an MRI and CT scan we were told in July Myla has a split spinal cord.  As you well know this is pretty WOW!  Her cord goes down her back mid way in one piece and is then split by "a lot" of bone, then comes back together.  This is the words the neurosurgeon used several times "a lot" of bone.  She also has a tethered spinal cord which means that although the cord should move freely around in the spinal column, it is being held taunt.  Myla will be having surgery Monday to repair her cord and remove the bone that is causing the split.  This will involve drilling away not just the bone in the middle but the bone that faces her back.  Below is a picture so you can have an idea of what I am talking about.  Just envision all the bone inside the red triangle being drilled away, and so close to her cord!  YIKES!

There are so many other strange anomalies with regards to her spine.  It look like a mess, but Praise God, she is doing fantastic.  We praise Him for how she is doing now and pray she will continue to have her mobility.  We know full well though that with spina bifida things can drastically change as a child grows.  Just because she can walk now doesn't mean she will always walk.  I hesitate even saying this as I don't want it to appear that I have a lack of faith.  The bottom line is that if God Almighty wants her to walk the rest of her life she will-and we are asking Him for this!  And if for reasons we don't understand He chooses otherwise, we will still praise Him.  For He alone is sovereign in ALL things!!!  And I am so thankful for that truth!

Myla's surgery will be 8-10 hours long.  She will have to remain flat for 48 hours and then she will be able to sit up for very brief periods but then lay flat for an additional 5 days.  Her expected length of stay in the hospital is between 4 and 7 days.  Below are the prayer requests that I have thought of at the moment.  We would love your support in praying for each of these.  I hope to update daily, at least briefly, the Praises and Requests of the day.  If you would like to follow feel free.  If you know someone who feels a burden to intercede on Myla's behalf feel free to pass this along.

**Pray for Myla's surgeon Dr. Roberts-that the Lord would use him in a mighty way and that he would see God's hand throughout the surgery and be drawn to Him!

NO COMPLICATIONS!

1.  No infections
2.  No cerebral spinal fluid leakage
3.  No nerve damage -i.e. paralysis, paresis, bladder, bowel, reproductive, etc.
4.  That the surgery will improve the existing nerve damage
5.  That she will feel secure and not afraid.
6.  That she will comply with laying flat for 7 days.
7.  That she will sleep well
8.  That we will know clearly when she is in pain and be able to manage her pain
9.  That she will eat
10.  Peace of mind and heart for our 3 other children as they watch their sister walk this road
11.  That God will give His strength to family that will be caring for our children throughout the week.
12.   Last but not least-that we would see God's glory and praise Him through it all.

John 9:2-5 ²And his disciples asked him, "Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?" ³Jesus answered, "It was not that this man sinned, or his parents, but that the works of God might be displayed in him. ⁴We must work the works of him who sent me while it is day; night is coming, when no one can work. ⁵As long as I am in the world, I am the light of the world."

We are trusting God to heal Myla completely.  He has such an amazing plan for her, greater than we could ever imagine.  This surgery is just a small portion of her life's testimony.  I can't wait to see how the rest unfolds!

I'll close with a few pictures.  If you hung in there this long the least I could do is show you some current pictures of our blessing from China!

Myla being silly in front of the HUGE tree at the hospital after pre-op.

Thanksgiving day

All 4 of my amazing children!

Summer vacation-drinking a HUGE malt! YUM!!

Laying It Down!

In the adoption world when you switch from "healthy" to "special need" you are given a list of what you think you can handle.  It is a very LONG list and after much research we checked 2 things.  Club foot and anemia.  Haha!  Well, club foot can be involved-don't get me wrong, but in our minds we just KNEW we would adopt a child with club foot.  She would have received some casting and be good to go.  Well, when our agency asked us to go on a mission trip to an orphanage in Gansu, China, one that housed all medically needy children, I was excited but also nervous.  We were told that due to a unique opportunity, our agency would be able to match families with children from this orphanage, if they didn't already have a family.  I thought "oh my Praise the Lord!"  I have always wanted to go serve and hold sweet babies in an orphanage.  The nervousness I felt was what? you might ask, well the likelihood of this orphanage of 60 children having a little girl with clubfoot age 0-2 was slim to none.  We had been waiting for a "match" with these specifications for a year-but we had added minor heart conditions just a few months before -so maybe??  Because of Shane's new job, he would not be able to go.  I told him "you know, if I fall in love with a child with a need not on our list, you may just have to shake your head 'yes' and say 'ok, honey."  I was somewhat joking but this is EXACTLY what happened!

After 5 days in this orphanage and my 10 year-old son along side me, we fell head over heals in love with our sweet Qing PeiYao!  The first time I saw her I felt her big brown eyes look deep into my soul and they melted my heart!!  It was Monday, and one of the nannies was holding her.  Another mom on the trip asked "what is her need?" the director then said "spina bifida".  WOW I thought, oh well, she is AMAZING but we can't "do" spina bifida!  Having some medical background I knew quite a bit of the challenges that can come with spina bifida.  The next day, I went to see if I could find these brown eyes that melted my heart so quickly, and she wasn't anywhere to be found.  Later on that day I asked about her.  Come to find out she was being cared for by someone living on the grounds but not in the orphanage building.  They brought her in and I quickly realized she could barely move her right leg-and she was 9 months old.  She sat beautifully and seemed very smart and bonded to her nanny.  This thrilled me, but there were soooo many unknowns.  Ethan and I enjoyed all the children, but also spent time with YaoYao.  As I held her I asked the Lord to show me if she was to be our child.  Five days passed and it was time to say good-bye.  I sobbed and sobbed looking at this sweet face not knowing if I would ever see her again.  I had been talking with Shane during the week but once again, he had few words but said he would begin to pray about whether she was our child.  

We arrived home from our China trip at the end of June, 2010.  Our family coordinator said we would be the first to review her file and discuss her condition with doctors in order to make an informed decision about adopting her.  From June 25-September 3rd, my love for this sweet girl grew as if she were mine.  But what also came like a storm in my soul was "what are you willing to give up for this sweet girl?"  I knew the Lord was taking me to a place I had never been-not to this degree--COMPLETE SURRENDER!!!!  He said things like "can you lay it all down?"  I felt alone, even though my husband loves me dearly.  There was only one person I felt "got" what I was going through.  And praise the Lord for her open and candid discussions and weeping together-something I needed desperately.  

Can I lay down that she may never walk, that she may have neurological issues such as hydrocephalus, that she may have this and this and this.  Even to the extent of Him showing me that our vacations may look different because of a wheelchair.  As selfish as it sounds, I enjoyed our last trip to Kauai where our children were able to hike 45 minutes to a waterfall.  That would be hard with a wheelchair.  That's just one example of the thoughts I had.  But then the resolve came if the only waterfall I see with her is in heaven, I am more than fine with that.  If we have to remodel our house later for a wheelchair, that's ok.  If she has to be wheeled down the isle one day in a beautiful wedding gown, that's ok.  If she is never married because of her medical needs it's ok.  If my 3 biological children have to learn hard lessons through suffering, that's ok.  If she lives with Shane and I until we are old and grey, it's ok.  I love her and want HER to be my daughter.  Not any other sweet Chinese girl but HER.  I felt the Lord also showing me that our family would not be who He desired it to be without sweet YaoYao.  WOW, how can you say no to that?  I have never walked so 100% fully dying to self and seeking His will than those months.  I knew people, well meaning people, would think we were off our rocker!  But, that's ok, because I am the one who will give account one day to the King of Kings for choosing to live in obedience, or lack there of!  NOW, to see what Shane was hearing from the Lord.

It was September 3rd, and as I often did, I asked him "has He shown you she is our daughter?"  Most times he would say very little but "I'm still praying."  At that point I would try-notice I say try-not to push him.  I knew that I needed him to be on board because of what the Lord showed him, not me.  Don't get me wrong, I knew he loved this little girl, but it was different because he hadn't seen and held her.  He is the provider of the home and ways all things heavily.  BUT as we drove to Oklahoma that day I pleaded with him to tell me what the Lord was showing him.  You see, we normally make life changing decisions in the Starbucks at Barnes and Nobles.  That is where we end our date nights and do our "heavy" talking.  I asked him to pretend we were in Starbucks, to inhale the smell of coffee (although he doesn't even like coffee), that our SUV was now the Starbucks at Barnes and Nobles.  He looked at me (with children watching a movie behind us) and said "yes, she is OUR daughter"!  Tears of joy from both of us, just flowed!  I knew then that he loved YaoYao just as much as I did and would move mountains to bring her home!  Well, Happy 1st birthday to our sweet YaoYao, on your birthday, September 3rd, 2010, your mommy and daddy on the other side of the world said "yes" to His call and His plan.  

The Call

Many of you may know why we chose to adopt and many may wonder why would they adopt when they have been able to give birth to three children already. I am excited to share this with you but as I do, please know that I don't claim to be an English expert so please look past any grammatical errors.

It all started in April 2007 right around the birthday of one of our sons. I began to feel a tugging on my heart in such a strong and undeniably powerful way. As I sought the Lord in prayer I knew He was asking our family to adopt a little girl from China. I spent days weeping before the Lord asking Him if indeed this was His will before I shared this with Shane. The heaviness on my heart only increased as I prayed and read about orphans in the world and specifically China. I knew for some unknown reason-that our 4th child would be born in China. I have always had a heart for orphans and specifically foster children after working with several while I was a speech therapist. So, I was a bit surprised when I heard the call to China!

One evening while talking with Shane on the phone as we did every night, he noticed I had been crying. I told him I really wanted to wait until he was home the next day to explain what was on my heart, but he insisted. Because he was so concerned I began to share with him what I felt the Lord had been showing me. Silence, and more silence is what I heard on the other end of the phone. He said..."well, we can talk about it." I knew that was all I should expect because really who in their right mind would want to have a 4th child when their husband was traveling 4 days a week and had three children ranging in age of 6 to 1 1/2 at home. I must admit I struggled with that a lot myself even asking a friend-"do you really think it is the Lord calling us to do this, or is it something in my flesh!" She laughed and said what about your flesh would want to do this? Well, I thought and prayed about this and in the end knew it was my desire to obey Him and to live a life pleasing to Him-not the "world"-regardless of how crazy others may think we are, including family who love us tremendously!

After two weeks of little discussion, despite my efforts, Shane approached me at the dinner table. He had just flown home from work. He leaned down and whispered "I agree, God wants us to adopt!" I was in shock and so excited! It was then that this burden and heaviness lifted immediately! We were going to adopt a little girl from China!! I can honestly say that once he said "yes" to adopt, he never wavered! He was 100% on board! It was I who at times was overwhelmed with fear and wonder as to whether we had made the right decision-but I will share this at a later date!

It took us 3 months to choose an adoption agency-America World -July. End of July of 2007 Shane's dad was diagnosed with a cat IV brain tumor and had most of it removed within days of his first CT scan. We also experienced the loss of my grandparents in October 2007. May of 2008 my father-in-law fell down our stairs. This was a very difficult time as we had witnessed the Lord bring him back from living in a wheelchair to walking and talking again! We had many set backs with regards to our paperwork process but through it all we knew God was sovereign and despite our grieving He would have our little girl in China ready for us when He was ready! We were Logged In to China in July 2008.

Random Moments

Nicholas in his new Chinese outfit with a dragon on it!

Zoe in her new authentic Asian dress-YaoYao has one to match!

Giggles and smiles are coming more often now!

The girls still asleep after sleeping with Mommy!

Myla-our bright and curious one!

YaoYao loves to explore now that she is secure enough to walk around without being held. Like I mentioned, we knew she could walk but didn't see it for several days because she wanted to be held constantly. She is soooo smart-knows the remote works the TV, knew the doorhanger that was on the ground went on the door and attempted to put it on, stacks cups, puts the lid back on the water bottle, she is so small sometimes we forget she is 16 months. Developmentally, we feel she was at a great advantage having been cared for by her "grandma" and "grandpa"-not biological of course.

We were told she stopped eating when she had to go into "orphanage" life for 2 weeks while her caregivers were away. She eventually adapted they said, but her "grandma" cared for her so much, they wanted her to come back to live with them. She has been eating since day one for us and it has only gotten better. Tonight the menu was bananas and rice followed by a bottle. We pray when we get home, she will continue to eat. We know of several children, that the transition to the US is the hardest and many times will stop eating.

YaoYao and Mommy waiting for the medical exam. She was such a trooper. We were grateful our guides took us early-we were the first group to arrive. When we left there were over 30+ families waiting in a line down the hall. It was crazy!

Myla with her proud Daddy at the Market

Sharing our moments!

Very proud Ge ge!-Big brother!



Isn't she a doll baby!


Hanging out in the hotel room in Langzhou-having lunch on our little table-we were very tired of the hotel food. Club sandwich with or without an egg on it??? That is the question!! You never knew which you were going to get-despite your efforts!



Aunt Angie, me and Yao Yao at the Museum in Langzhou-bones of a mamouth!


Nicholas entertaining his baby sister! Sweet Ge Ge-big brother!



Can't get enough kisses!


Mommy and her precious princesses!

A couple more pics

The boys hanging out with their sister! Sweet times! They are so proud of her-reminds me when another sweet little girl came into the family. They couldn't keep their hands off of her and now they want so badly to care and comfort YaoYao! Precious times!

The Director kissing YaoYao after we signed all our papers!!

Brief Gotcha Story

Just a brief story of our "gotcha" moment. We were to meet the babies at 2 in the afternoon. We arrived to the hotel around 1:40 and were to take our bags to the rooms and go to a meeting room on the 2nd floor. As we were waiting for our room keys, I turned and saw two nannies holding babies. I could hardly believe my eyes! I first saw my friend's baby Robin and quickly glanced to see the face of the 2nd child. She was wearing a hot pink hat and had on a dark red quilted jacket and jumper. When she turned to look our way, there was no mistaking it was our sweet YaoYao. I was so caught off guard, all I could think to do was grab my Iphone and start videoing and taking pictures. Ethan and Zoe quickly walked up to her and the nanny. I wasn't sure if I could hold her or not. I haven't watched the video, but I am guessing she began to cry.

We were then sent to our room to gather the items we needed and then went to the meeting room. YaoYao was crying and we were to fillout several pieces of paper for preparation for our appointment the next day. It was hard to not be with her, but she was entertained by her sweet brothers and sister and her Aunt Angie out in the hall. At some point, one of the nannies put her down and she began to walk! That is when I began to booohooo! Up until that point, there were no tears, just pure excitement and awe at our beautiful child. She had grown so much, but was still so petite!

After all the paperwork-maybe an hour, we were able to sit and ask the Director questions. I will share more later of what the Director told us about YaoYao!

We have our baby GIRL!

Daddy and his baby girl!

Proud aunt Angie!!

This will be a brief post as we are exhausted but elated that we have our sweet Myla PeiYao forever in our family today! She is precious and full of life and personality. She has a little hair that is sticking up all over especially when she is hot from her crying. She fits perfectly in her 12 month old clothes we bought her and SHE IS WALKING! We were so excited to see that! Although she is 16 months old, many children are delayed several months. So much to say-kids LOVE her and it seems already to be a competition of who gets to help her be happy and give her the toys. It was like bees to honey the first several hours. She ate well for us tonight more than expected as we were told when she is very upset she will stop eating all together. She even had probably what we would be her first french fry! We are praying she keeps her appetite. Tomorrow paperwork! Temperatures in Lanzhou were 1 degree Fahrenheit! I have never been where it is so cold. But we were not out very much today and are praying the temps will warm slightly. I hope to post more soon. We continue to appreciate your prayers for good health with the weather being so cold and temps inside being quite warm in places.

We hope to post more soon!

It is so real! Here is our precious, amazing, determined, beautiful girl!

We are in China

I can't begin to tell you how amazing it is to be back in China and know within the next 24 hours, Myla will be in our arms. We have had two wonderful days of touring Beijing. Aside from one brief episode of illness probably due to hunger and all the travel, all 6 of us are well. Yesterday we toured the Summer Palace and climbed the Great Wall. It was beautiful and COLD! But my kiddos are troopers and withstood the cold long enough to climb to the highest tower you could see from the ground. Zoe kept saying "will we ever get there?" as her little eyes peaked through her hat and gater up to her nose! The wind was a bit strong and it was COLD at the top, but what an amazing trek to get to experience with all three kids.

We started the day with a church service only open to foreigners. It was an special time of worship and preaching as we prepare our hearts for our new addition and what the Lord has planned in this year. We also went to the Forbidden City, and the pearl market. Oh, forgot to mention we went to Jade Market yesterday and my sweet hubby agreed to purchase two jade bangel bracelets to pass on to the girls when they are older. It is a Chinese tradition we are excited about sharing with both our girls. We had the traditional "duck dinner" and I was so excited to see another family who was with us this summer in Qingyang. We ended our night with a Chinese acrobat show which was amazing. If you know my kids, you know they (Zoe and Nicholas) were attempting to perform all the flexible bendy moves they saw tonight. Too cute and hilarious!

Sorry for the brief post-I hope to add pictures in the next day or two. Tomorrow we will leave the hotel at 5:20 a.m. to go to the airport. We will fly to Langzhou where we will meet our little YaoYao shortly after we arrive-possibly around 2 p.m. we are told. We are hoping to purchase CD players on the way to the hotel to give to the director. Zoe's Kindergarten class collected money for Jesus's stocking and we are excited to get to present this gift to him. I truly CAN NOT believe the day is here. We have waited over 3 years for this day, and over 6 months to see Yao Yao again. I know she is going to be so big and just as beautiful! She will be in our arms forever, no more distance, no more adoption worries, no more waiting, WOW! The day the Lord ordained before the beginning of time-it's here and it is real. Someone pinch me I think I am dreaming! So many emotions, too many to share when I desperately need some sleep.

Thank you for your prayers, please continue to ask the Lord for good health and for Yao Yao as she will certainly be grieving over the next few days and weeks. Our God is faithful, He will comfort her and give her peace!

We love you all!